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About Me Member Angelina Jolie Fetishist dustbunnysoup22/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Holy Hotdogs Batman!

Sun Aug 9, 2009, 6:18 PM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: The music from Restaurant City on FB
  • Reading: I don't even know anymore.
  • Watching: True Blood, if I had HBO.
  • Playing: Restaurant City?
  • Eating: Nothing but my self esteem.
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea
Almost four years to the exact date of the last time I posted an entry.

I wandered away from you, oh god of dA. But I heard the call, the silent prayer...and have thus return...ed.

Regardless, things are definitely different. In a completely different place. Read through all my old journal entries and, as much as I thought my life was horrible then, I almost wish I could be there again. Do a few things over.

I suppose I just needed somewhere to vent today. All my other outputs are too widely read and public. I won't go into all the gory details of how I arrived at where I am. That would take too long. Too boring. But needless to say...I feel fucking insane today.

I feel fucking insane most of the time.

There's this constant theme of all my journal entries. Anywhere. Dark, depressing. Double D's. Ha, not only is that the story of my life, it's my cup size!

Yeah, anyway...I think I might actually try to write something. Get something down. Get something out. My head is full of nonsense and dangerous thoughts. I shouldn't have to think so hard to make my body obey.

In conclusion: Whew...been a long time. If anyone else still reads me, I'm sorry! I'm back.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Texas
  • Interests: Reading, writing, painting, drawing, being nerdy
  • Favourite movie: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
  • Favourite band or musician: Our Lady Peace
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Ska, Punk, Metal, Rock
  • Favourite artist: Luis Royo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palahniuk
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Favourite game: King's Quest
  • Favourite cartoon character: Starlite

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:iconpinkweeds:
your writing has been a breath of fresh air. Its very sad when your up late on a Tuesday night trying to find good poetry and all you find is 15 year old whinny "I love you/I hate you" crap that isn't worth reading the first few lines. I've enjoyed your gallery very much.

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~I Praise The Good Within You~
:icondustbunnysoup:
Thank you, I really appreciate when people really take the time to read. Your comment has completely brightened my night.

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Will you still respect me in the morning?
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:iconmr-piopio:
thx a lot for the fav !!
:iconbretzke:
Dont feel bad comparing your poetry to another's dear one, all is our personal experiences of this world.. you write it and that's what makes it beautiful.. As for your experiences in clubs and the jealousy thing..I hear you loud and clear. Anyway, which piece did you want me to read? I cant seem to see anything that you've uploaded recently.

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The impossible everyday - Miracles overnight
:iconsabiru-bara:
YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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The mother of a child is the heart of a child but the father is the soul

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My heart and soul thrive in some of the greatest of friends. the light goes on and on until someone comes and turns it off.
The mother of a child is the heart of a child but the father is the soul

You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years..."

Pass it on to anyone you think might need to read it. Ignore that bottom part if you want, I think it's kinda stupid...

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:iconkaferine:
Thankyou for the watch. :)

And don't be sad. :hug:
:icondustbunnysoup:
You're welcome :) I like your art.

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Will you still respect me in the morning?
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It's all about beat; Snap your fingers.
:iconmybittersweetness:
My mood's colour is grey.
I hope yours is more colourful.
:sun:

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no alarms and no surprises, please
:icondustbunnysoup:
I think mine's a blue-gray.. but not completely gray.

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Will you still respect me in the morning?
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It's all about beat; Snap your fingers.

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